Dynamics of Disillusionment
| Before | During | After |
| State of coziness and ultimate comfort. Your illusions serve as determinant of your goals, formulate means to achieve those goals, directly set your criteria for what’s good or bad. You might not be immediately satisfied with the position you are in, but you are fulfilled because you at least have illusionary ideals, which are unquestionable and often attributed with sacred features. Basically, you know what you want, even though you may not know how to get it. | State of awkwardness which gradually turns into anger, and ends in grief. You start questioning things, and question them retrospectively. You find an astonishing quantity of flaws in your reasoning and try to deconstruct the false image you have created. Your intuition boosts, you become more aware of the plurality of possible interpretations of facts. You become a bit paranoid and less enthusiastic. Basically, you don’t know what you want anymore, nor you know how to act. | State of apathy with some traces of cynicism. At the end, you replace one illusion with another. |
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